Sunday, September 14, 2008
recently things didnt go out too well for me.
1st,her birthday didnt turn up so well for me,i understand.it seems like too much understanding is diff to come out with surprises.haiz too bad><.
2nd,should i stop playing table tennis? i do admit tt i am quite into table tennis.since the table was once again brought out in school,i play often,and becos of this,we quarrelled for like 5 times? she said she is worst than a ping pong ball and she hate this sport to the extent she hoped that this was never invented.well,must she be so extreme in doing things?
both of us have totally different mindset,tts why we quarrel non-stop,but its rather impossible for mindset to change.she wanted my attention always,and no matter how much i give is still not enough.i did adjusted my life for her,i totally changed my lifestyle to suit hers,but it seems like its still not enough.
haiz..after reading her blog,i oso dunnoe how i feel.she say she feel tt i dun care and she oso dun wanna care,afterall these problems were caused by our different mindsets..she said she wanna focus on Os and give up this rlts...if she thinks this is best for her,ill comply and respect...the best of the memories will remain in my heart and ill never be able to forget...till the day i step into the cradle...
To you:
watever u want,ill give,just tell me,im prepared.
Fight on 9:44 PM
