Tuesday, September 30, 2008
this is the 1st time im shouting at her. i dun wish to say why,but im just too tired le.maybe i shall not talk to her anymore,or maybe i should just end this.
Fight on 6:56 PM
Sunday, September 21, 2008
7 days no blog le,cos i really got no mood.1stly is cos of exams,cant imagine that i am still practicing by differentiation while others are doing overall revision for A-Maths le...haiz...
2ndly,is becos of her...we havent been very stable since 2months ago..until now, alot of problems started to arise,until i cant cope with it.一波未平 一波又起 ...haiz...i told her if she cannot find those feelings back,it would be good if we end this rlts rather than to continue a loveless relationship...she said it is needless to say...haiz...
anyway watever her decision will be,i wont stop her..if she thinks it will be the best..now thinking about my cousin,same state as me....suddenly i remember a song
依然是朋友by宇恒
情人节的前一天
他离开你身边
却剩下你无止境的想念
那一夜我陪着你
你哭了一整夜
你是否知道
我对他一样很想念
直到有一天我和他碰面
在那间我们常去的咖啡店
才知道有些感受
我和他谁都不曾说出口
我们之间隐藏了什么
除了我自己没人懂
可是你，你怎么说
你知道后是不是从此避开我oh～
我一样难过
多希望我们不曾相识过
那一夜我陪着你
你哭了一整夜
你是否知道
我对他一样很想念
直到有一天我和他碰面
在那间我们常去的咖啡店
才知道有些感受
我和他谁都不曾说出口
我们之间隐藏了什么
除了我自己没人懂
可是你，你怎么说
你知道后是不是从此避开我oh～
我一样难过
多希望我们不曾相识过
才知道有些感受
我和他谁都不曾说出口
我们都是最好的朋友
if that really happens,i hope that 我们依然是最好的朋友......
Fight on 6:41 PM
Sunday, September 14, 2008
recently things didnt go out too well for me.
1st,her birthday didnt turn up so well for me,i understand.it seems like too much understanding is diff to come out with surprises.haiz too bad><.
2nd,should i stop playing table tennis? i do admit tt i am quite into table tennis.since the table was once again brought out in school,i play often,and becos of this,we quarrelled for like 5 times? she said she is worst than a ping pong ball and she hate this sport to the extent she hoped that this was never invented.well,must she be so extreme in doing things?
both of us have totally different mindset,tts why we quarrel non-stop,but its rather impossible for mindset to change.she wanted my attention always,and no matter how much i give is still not enough.i did adjusted my life for her,i totally changed my lifestyle to suit hers,but it seems like its still not enough.
haiz..after reading her blog,i oso dunnoe how i feel.she say she feel tt i dun care and she oso dun wanna care,afterall these problems were caused by our different mindsets..she said she wanna focus on Os and give up this rlts...if she thinks this is best for her,ill comply and respect...the best of the memories will remain in my heart and ill never be able to forget...till the day i step into the cradle...
To you:
watever u want,ill give,just tell me,im prepared.
Fight on 9:44 PM
Sunday, September 07, 2008
today at 1st was happy,went ecp with jj,nick,shihui and isabel mdm de church friends to cycle but in the end only the 4 of us cycle.broke my personal record of cycling 29km within 2h 15mins.
wat a happy day right,but someone broke her promise at night,making me sad,we just dun understand each other..nvm i try to settle with her tmr
Fight on 11:54 PM
Saturday, September 06, 2008
hey guys,nver posted for quite awhile,blog downtime lol..
this few days were soooo happy,i am soon gonna be addicted withthe'"photo" game cos of somebody ( i wonder who that person is :P ).anyway yesterday went swimming with her in the morning,the water was sooo cold><. however,it was still fun when we tried doing stunts in the water.my hands at a time became so numb that i could hardly feel it..so scary, and becos of that i got out of the water cos it was just too cold...k i suck><..
after that we went eat breakfast, da baos lol.it was bought at a coffeeshop nearby she introduced and it was so delicious.have one of them with her while playing scissors paper stone on the balancing thingy at the fitness corner..k la we are childish :P
after that she went this fashion to try clothes and bought one top and a bottom and applied member ( bottom and member i blanjah de :P)haha she was very happy and me too:)she then fetched sister and i went home
went home for awhile then went badminton with bork hang and co pte ltd LOL,before that we went jack's place and took taxi to CC cos no time le.after that went to nicholas's house and play PS1 lol,cos really nothing to play...
haha a fun day i had with my darling and friends,so happy,and i am once again happy-going-lucky le:)
Fight on 5:04 PM
Sunday, August 31, 2008
everything is settled le:)
Fight on 9:27 PM
Friday, August 29, 2008
the mood i am having now is a total contradiction from my blog url...im feeling utterly depressed now...many things had happened and i hae lost the ability to solve.im tired...really tired...im not going to make any decisions le
Fight on 3:14 PM
